I always thought life would be a walk in the park,
And now I sit back and watch my whole heart go dark,
There is no gas in the tank, this old car won't start,
Now my fire is dying down, I lost my spark,
I use to loud and proud and happy as *beep*,
I saw my future as a storybook, a magical tale,
I never thought I'd fall victim to the game,
Now I'm living with the pain,
Too deep, dark and twisted to contain.
I always thought life would be a walk in the park,
And now I sit back and watch my whole heart go dark,
There is no gas in the tank, this old car won't start,
Now my fire is dying down, I lost my spark,
I use to loud and proud and happy as *beep*,
I saw my future as a storybook, a magical tale,
I never thought I'd fall victim to the game,
Now I'm living with the pain,
Too deep, dark and twisted to contain.
I put up with a lot of bs this year. In fact if this year was a person it would probably be a evil pirate with a hook for a hand and a big black beard and a peg for a leg and a pirate sword pointed at me on a giant board. Making me walk the plank into a lagoon filled with ancient aquatic dinosaurs.
Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young
It's so hard getting older without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever young
I learned to love from my mother,
I feel an angel around me, I know she hovers,
Impatiently waiting for you to discover that people all need each other,
When you see me, I'll call you brother,
Never mattered whatever color!
No we won't go quietly,
All the fear I've got inside will die with me,
We said ,"Turn this message louder 'till the speakers bleed",
But we won't go quietly!
I've never been concerned with the pressure of the limelight,
I've only been about only getting my own mind right,
I'm broken record player in from a cracked mirror in the basement of the house that I burnt down,
I've been the ball and the chain,
Dragging from the shackle on the ankle of my brain,
While my self-sabotaging *beep* laughs in the background let me tell you all what I've learned now,
Worst than being a fraud is being real with the *beep* up self image of your own skill,
When good is never good, God I need pill,
My obsession is the definition of over kill,
When I get my confidence shakin', I turn it up a notch and get to over compensatin'
Am I honest when I tell you that I have nothing to hide or am I trying to fix something inside?
Art give me a sign,
Let me know what's on your mind,
Let me know what I'm gone find,
It is all the time,
Show me how to teach the mind,
Show me how to reach the blind,
Art give me a sign!
Show me what I gots to do,
To bring me closer to you,
Cause I'm gonna go through,
What ever you want me to,
Just let me know what to do,
Art give me a sign!
Life or death,
Live or die,
I will never live a lie,
I'm going there cause I try,
I wont quit until I die,
I'm gone make it wrong or right,
Make it through the darkest night,
When the morning comes you'll see,
All I have is Art in me!
I arise, get back up my spirit cries, fear dies choked out by the scream
the desire to climb and live out my dream
Take it for the team
Discipline reigns I want it too bad, to listen to the pain
I'm a winner To God be the glory
Tragedy and setbacks, an inspirational story warriors like me, we were strategically designed for the struggle
Many before me gave up and quit acted all bad, to the first time they got hit
But see blood don't scare me I fear not death Whatever it takes champion to be the best of the best
I was made for war
I cry out to heaven
Blessed and unstoppable
An immortal legend
Climb I say the un-climbable mountain
Kicking and punching
I just keep on pounding
I found it that deep desire to win
I remember the defeat and I say "Never again"
See warriors like me we were born and strategically designed for the struggle
The way that a warrior,
Champion arise
Get back up, my spirit rise Fear dies, choked out by the screams the desire to climb and live out my dreams
Take it for the team,
Discipline reigns I want it too bad to bow to pain
I'm a winner
To God be the glory Tragedy, setbacks, an inspirational story
Many before me gave up and quit
Acting out bad to the first time they got hit
But see blood don't scare me
I fear not death
Whatever it takes, jump in
To be the best of the best
Climb I say the un-climbable mountain
Kicking and pacing I just keep on pounding
Because I'm a warrior and that's what we do;
Mama didn't raise no quitter.
The struggles real but my stubbornness is bigger!
Fearless, nothing is going to stop me!
Average, is the only thing that hunts me!
I won't buy the lies the enemy tells me.
Unstoppable, my heart won't fail me!
Eye of the tiger, the lion beast mode!
Vision, I dream with my eyes closed!
Hungry, dedicated to greatness!
Victories mine, I'm going to take it!
The struggles real, the grind made me!
The pain hurt but it did not break me!
"They are private platforms, you can't force them to host people what they want to. So they can kick or ban who they want"
The exact same people
"How dare you, a bakery refuse to bake a cake for a transgender coming out of a gay wedding, you should service us under they law regardless of whether or not you agree with the message."
I lie awake cause it haunts me,
I thought l'd take my prize,
But I'm caught in the ashes,
Oh weathered the storm,
Leaves are changing,
And I fall apart,
No I've been here before,
Its cold as ice,
But this kind of fire dont keep us warm inside
Its cold as ice,
I am unstable, and theres nowhere to hide,
Call me a casualty,
The cost of catastrophe,
The damage is done,
Call me, call me another one!
Behind this vacant smile I'm just frowning,
My world is upside-down, full of problems,
Really hard to breathe, it feels like I’m drowning,
Reaching for the top while I’m sinking to the bottom,
So here I go again lost in my own head,
Digging my own grave, making my own bed,
Have the candles lit and burning at both ends,
Just hoping for some door to open
Every direction seems like a wrong turn,
Another dead-end road with the detour,
Leading to an early grave that is for sure,
A headstone for my family to grieve for,
