I hate being down this road
Been down before
I feel like I need you more
I’m so alone
Since I was seven years old
My future’s all I’d imagine
And now I’m here and I look back, I’m screamin', "Damn it"
This a life, I never planned it
No, I never planned it
I hate being down this road
Been down before
I feel like I need you more
I’m so alone
Since I was seven years old
My future’s all I’d imagine
And now I’m here and I look back, I’m screamin', "Damn it"
This the life, I never planned it
No, I never planned it
Growing had a lot that was bottled inside, I couldn't express it
And this pain won't leave, I can feel the depression
It's taking over my body, feels like I'm always stressing
Doctor told me I should sleep, but I'm always restless
I lay awake at night and think, my thoughts are relentless
I need a moment to breathe, I need a moment to vent this
I seem to be the only person that I play pretend with
And when I put this pencil down, what am I really left with huh?