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When I was 15 I use to wonder, no hope that this feeling of loneliness would go away when I grew up. Well I'm 30 now and it's still here, does it ever go away?


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  • DragonKing
    When I was 15 I use to wonder, no hope that this feeling of loneliness would go away when I grew up.

    Well I'm 30 now and it's still here, does it ever go away?
    July 29
  • DragonKing
    Must be nice,
    Having someone you don't have to tell you don't want to be alone.
    Must be nice,
    Having someone you can grow old with until death calls her home.
    July 24
  • DragonKing
    If lonely is a taste than it's all that I'm tasting.
    July 22
  • DragonKing
    These stress levels are not healthy
    I'm waitin' for that call sayin' your life's endin'
    I wonder when this all disappears and they forget me
    Will I feel like I found who I was or be more empty?
    I wonder was I was wrong thinkin' this is where life led me
    Or did I get involved with somethin' that was too heavy?
    I walk until I'm lost and just listen to my thoughts yelling
    My inner critic talks, I'm just hopin' that something helps me to stop stressin'
    July 15
  • DragonKing
    Yeah when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
    Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
    I wanna draw, yeah, I know it's hard to believe
    And I can tell you're already thinkin' I will never succeed
    But I'm okay with it I admit the drawings are weak
    I've been workin' on 'em, I'll be good eventually
    I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
    But I been running for a while, they ain't ready for me, ahh
    I know this probably isn't really realistic
    And honestly, I might not ever make a difference
    But that doesn't make a difference, I'ma have to risk it
    I've been crunchin' numbers, you ain't gotta be a mathematician
    To see the odds ain't rooting for me
    I can't lie though, it's kinda how I like it to be
    The underdog, yeah, you probably think you know what I mean
    But what I'm saying is they ever push me, I'm gonna swing, yeah
    I could go to college, get in debt like everybody else
    Graduate and probably get a job that doesn't pay the bills
    That don't make a lot of sense to me
    July 15
  • DragonKing
    They want me to beg, they want me to plead, they want me to die
    They just want me dead, they just want me hurt
    Don't want me to live, don't want me alive
    Stop with the pretending, I don't feel respected
    I just feel rejected, I don't like rejection
    You promise protection, I don't feel protected
    I just feel neglected, how can I respect it?
    I'll teach them a lesson, I pick up the weapon
    Aim in your direction, shoot at my reflection
    Shatter my perception, hate it when I'm desperate
    You just want perfection
    July 12
  • DragonKing
    There was something they took from me that meant more than you can ever imagine.
    July 8
  • DragonKing
    I pray to God to ask if hopes real,
    And if it is, I was thinking maybe you can introduce us, we ain't met still.
    July 7
  • DragonKing
    There are two groups of people in this world that I am so unbelievably tired of and they are self flagellating guilty white people and angry from well off to rich but pretend to be oppressed blacks!
    July 6
  • DragonKing
    I don't see you like I should, you look so misunderstood and I wish I could help but it's hard when I hate myself.
    June 23
  • DragonKing
    "Who controls the past controls the future: who controls the present controls the past."
    June 19