I can reach out with my art and find help as an artist.
I can even reach out financially and get assistance from family.
So why is it when I reach out emotionally, I just get the cold touch of emptiness. Is that all my heart really deserve?
Wrote a note said be back in a minute
Bought a bullet and got my name engraved in it.
Don't think anybody going to miss me anyway.
Time to go a permanent vacation.
Hearing a bang is my only medication.
Fighting my condition but lifw saying it ain't ever going to go away.
I tried to be everything you wanted
And all you did was laugh at me
And tell me I'm not what you want
And you don't think you'll come back to me
That's so ugly
To think it'd come from a masterpiece
I chase you so much that my physique is that of an athlete