Hello, I posted a long post about some thoughts I was having about divinity, and the relationship between God and time, and wound up discussing all kinds of personal information about myself along the way.
This was bad judgment on my part.
Any posting about religion or things that are too personal is just asking for trouble, and I should know better by now.
I have deleted my original post to avoid further troubling anyone.
The response by Isandir below was an attempt to thoughtfully address things I said.
Moderators, please close this thread. I apologize for the trouble.