I snuggled up with a cute trans girl last night and watched My Little Pony. She's so sweet and affectionate, and MLP is so freaking cute. Whenever the ponies said something especially sweet and sappy, we would squeeze each other extra tight.
Trans girls are so cuddly! Give them acceptance and your consent and they'll snuggle the absolute crap out of you. It's just so warm and fuzzy.
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I prefer girls who are biologically female but I don't hate on anyone who identifies as another gender because that is their choice and I'm glad that people do what makes them happy. I have a Trans Female friend who took a while to come out to me because she was afraid her friends wouldn't accept her. I'm now going to be the Best Man at her wedding next year. It's great to support your friends.
Also MLP is a great show. I'm a fan as you can probably tell by my photo. If you look really closely, the symbol of Bhaal is my avatar's cutie mark
10 years of working hard is starting to pay off. When I as a young (sorta) man in university studying business admin I had a dream of being part of strategical discussions and decisions, and now I am. Today I've spend the majority of the day discussing the business and financial roadmap short, mid and longterm for my multibillion sized company. Feels amazing and also weird, like how the hell can little ol'me suddenly find myself in the very epicenter of these kind of forums? I've got so much positive energy from this it doesn't even feel like working at all.
Well I survived 30 years at my company despite some rough times in the first 10. Time to sit back and enjoy the fruits of my labor. My 30 year gift from the company was a 65" flat-screen TV that just got delivered today. I was even able to get it set up and working with little trouble! Makes the many years of bullshit in the rear-view mirror seem a little more worth it...
Woohoo! A friend and colleague who was diagnozed with cancer a few months ago have after several more thorough diagnoses been proven to not have cancer! Damn that first doctor who gave hem the grave news, but amazing ending to this story. I'm so happy!
I just got out of a job interview at Starbucks! I think it went well. The manager seems very nice, and hopefully I'll know if I got the job sometime later this week.
Talking about modding makes me feel like a smartyface computer programmer.
@kjeron: I got it right by saving it as an 8 bit file. I have the INI files and I can assign "animation change" opcodes to a CLAB file, but how would I set those opcodes to the right animation? Do I need some WeiDU code to patch an IDS file or something so I could just select the right animation for the opcode in Near Infinity?
My household right now consists of me, my wife and my son. We live in a state that's quite far from mine and my wife's extended family. We invited three of my son's friends over for Thanksgiving, since they are away from their families also.
We just had a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with great conversation and food and wine. We watched Charlie Brown and my son and his friends cleaned up afterwards.
What a wonderful day.
The 2.5-day Friendsgiving is over, and things are different now.
I have seen my future, and I am not afraid.
My old voice coach bagged two deer, but otherwise we just spent the whole time talking and eating and cuddling. Not everyone was able to come, but I got to spend a lot of time very close to several people who are very important to me, and I've grown even closer to the ones I've only met recently. We all gathered into a big pile to hug and squeeze each other on the couch, and there was lots of laughing and touching and I felt so much warmth and acceptance.
Last night, when we were gazing up at the stars in the luminous November sky, I kept telling them how happy I was that they came, and they kept telling me how happy they were that I brought them here. Today I spent 9 hours just lying on the couch and cuddling a friend of mine while she played around with a music app on her touchpad, and she would giggle and squirm when I tickled her neck.
I also got my first kiss over the weekend, and my first truly sexual experience as well. The event itself was rewarding, but it was the words we shared after that will stay with me forever. I feel safe and secure and lovable, and no inner doubts or insecurities can silence the reality I've seen. Someone genuinely likes me, and I like them.
So, for the most part I've got As in all my classes, one I had a 103%.
We've done final presentations in two out of 4 of my current classes and multiple people have given thanks to me for all the help I've given throughout the semester. I was basically a lab tutor this entire semester to like half my class in vector and raster design.
A little negative, one of my professors biggest issue with me is my inability to change. His words, "remember what I told you when we first met? I can help you get work but you have this block were you won't make the changes. You have a passion and you'll go after it but when life throws a curve ball you go into your eeyore mindset. You need to be positive, and you need to take your appearance into care....bla bla bla appearance is everything... Bla bla bla we are black guys so we have to double take concern of our appearance bla bla bla. You already have the talent to do this, and a passion for what you do. But a passion without money is just a hobby and I'm here to help you get that coun."
Basically wear clothes I hate at all times and wear a happy mask even when I'm ready to jump of the edge.
So my goal this year was to lose 50 lbs. I just finished my diet and weighed in this month. 60 lbs lighter now since I started dieting around May. Yeah! Down 4 waist sizes. I haven't been wearing size 32 pants for about 20 years I think (and even there, they are a little loose around the waist). It was tough but did it. Now at a lean 195 lbs. Kept to my gym schedule very regular to help mitigate any more muscle loss than I could bear. I'll tell ya one thing, it was harder losing weight in my 50's than it was 20 years ago. I also lowered my A1c number that rates my Type 1 diabetic care to a 6.0, with anything below a 7 rating as excellent.
Now for the tricky bit, I just have to add the calories back in slowly to start gaining more muscle back and stop the weight loss. Of course, Christmas dinner has to be right around the corner, hehheh.
I've been watching the Netflix show Sens8te with a friend of mine. One of the main characters is a trans woman, and in the last episode I watched, she was talking about being bullied as a boy. In spite of the sheer unforgivable cruelty of the other boys, she said at the end of her story that the worst kind of violence, the most cruel and unforgivable, was the violence we inflicted on ourselves.
That just broke my heart. It struck so close to home, and I know so many people who deserve to treat themselves better. I hugged my friend so tight and she hugged me back and comforted me, and we talked for a while on the couch. It's a very special thing to have someone to comfort you and understand what you're feeling.
Life is so beautiful when it has the right people in it.
Back home with my family. My son has been in the hospital for the last week with a bad viral infection. Now he's playing and breaking rules like nothing ever happened.
A few weeks ago, my mom caught the coronavirus (she works in a hospital). Thankfully, she has gotten over it. As of yesterday, she's started feeling normal again.
Two for one deal!
After "using" a phone for 4 years that made us spend (okay, my family) spend $22 for 2 hours of minutes a month, we now have a phone plan through a program that gives us unlimited talk and text for life, for as long as well qualify. We can actually talk to friends and family again without fear of not being able to contact the hospital in case of emergency or needed appointment!
Had our weekly Vampire Sabbat game over the interwebz and had a night where I feel like I nailed it as a storyteller. Everyone had a great time and enjoyed the evenings story, even though each of the PCs got tortured. I definitely signaled they're out of the tutorial area and one of the players is in charge of the group now. They even got to murder their former pack leader after capturing him and having an autodefe. It was a good night of betrayal and revenge with granting the group more freedom after a few sessions to let them understand the setting and sect they belong to. They even loved the soundtrack I made for Tijuana in '91, mostly Mexican metal by a band called Brujeria and Narcos music. When I mentioned autodefe, someone yelled out "What's an atuodefe?" and of course I replied "It's what you oughtn't to do but you do anyway!"
This game is definitely keeping a lot of us sane and providing social interaction we're starved for.
My friend made it! The girl I met online who was contemplating suicide made it past her 18th birthday and she seems to be doing better. I'm feeling hopeful about her future.
My hard drive died last week and I've been commenting here on my wife's computer. I'm happy to say that the new hardrive is in and I'm not on my own comp again.
I've been watching the Netflix show Sens8te with a friend of mine. One of the main characters is a trans woman, and in the last episode I watched, she was talking about being bullied as a boy. In spite of the sheer unforgivable cruelty of the other boys, she said at the end of her story that the worst kind of violence, the most cruel and unforgivable, was the violence we inflicted on ourselves.
That just broke my heart. It struck so close to home, and I know so many people who deserve to treat themselves better. I hugged my friend so tight and she hugged me back and comforted me, and we talked for a while on the couch. It's a very special thing to have someone to comfort you and understand what you're feeling.
Life is so beautiful when it has the right people in it.
This person is now my girlfriend. I've been living with her for three months and even now, we're still in the besotted newlyweds stage. I met her at a support meeting for other trans critters, and our relationship has only grown warmer since. She's super cuddly and a huge goofball.
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Trans girls are so cuddly! Give them acceptance and your consent and they'll snuggle the absolute crap out of you. It's just so warm and fuzzy.
I prefer girls who are biologically female but I don't hate on anyone who identifies as another gender because that is their choice and I'm glad that people do what makes them happy. I have a Trans Female friend who took a while to come out to me because she was afraid her friends wouldn't accept her. I'm now going to be the Best Man at her wedding next year. It's great to support your friends.
Also MLP is a great show. I'm a fan as you can probably tell by my photo. If you look really closely, the symbol of Bhaal is my avatar's cutie mark
We just had a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with great conversation and food and wine. We watched Charlie Brown and my son and his friends cleaned up afterwards.
What a wonderful day.
I have seen my future, and I am not afraid.
My old voice coach bagged two deer, but otherwise we just spent the whole time talking and eating and cuddling. Not everyone was able to come, but I got to spend a lot of time very close to several people who are very important to me, and I've grown even closer to the ones I've only met recently. We all gathered into a big pile to hug and squeeze each other on the couch, and there was lots of laughing and touching and I felt so much warmth and acceptance.
Last night, when we were gazing up at the stars in the luminous November sky, I kept telling them how happy I was that they came, and they kept telling me how happy they were that I brought them here. Today I spent 9 hours just lying on the couch and cuddling a friend of mine while she played around with a music app on her touchpad, and she would giggle and squirm when I tickled her neck.
I also got my first kiss over the weekend, and my first truly sexual experience as well. The event itself was rewarding, but it was the words we shared after that will stay with me forever. I feel safe and secure and lovable, and no inner doubts or insecurities can silence the reality I've seen. Someone genuinely likes me, and I like them.
I know it isn't really tied to my own personal mental health; but I'm REALLY excited for Crisis on Infinite Earths
We've done final presentations in two out of 4 of my current classes and multiple people have given thanks to me for all the help I've given throughout the semester. I was basically a lab tutor this entire semester to like half my class in vector and raster design.
A little negative, one of my professors biggest issue with me is my inability to change. His words, "remember what I told you when we first met? I can help you get work but you have this block were you won't make the changes. You have a passion and you'll go after it but when life throws a curve ball you go into your eeyore mindset. You need to be positive, and you need to take your appearance into care....bla bla bla appearance is everything... Bla bla bla we are black guys so we have to double take concern of our appearance bla bla bla. You already have the talent to do this, and a passion for what you do. But a passion without money is just a hobby and I'm here to help you get that coun."
Basically wear clothes I hate at all times and wear a happy mask even when I'm ready to jump of the edge.
Now for the tricky bit, I just have to add the calories back in slowly to start gaining more muscle back and stop the weight loss. Of course, Christmas dinner has to be right around the corner, hehheh.
There's something wrong with your camera. I fixed it so you look like a proper dwarf
No armor and battle axe?
Your wish is my command!
That just broke my heart. It struck so close to home, and I know so many people who deserve to treat themselves better. I hugged my friend so tight and she hugged me back and comforted me, and we talked for a while on the couch. It's a very special thing to have someone to comfort you and understand what you're feeling.
Life is so beautiful when it has the right people in it.
Two for one deal!
After "using" a phone for 4 years that made us spend (okay, my family) spend $22 for 2 hours of minutes a month, we now have a phone plan through a program that gives us unlimited talk and text for life, for as long as well qualify. We can actually talk to friends and family again without fear of not being able to contact the hospital in case of emergency or needed appointment!
There
I have a voice acting credit now! Thanks @LavaDelVortel for allowing me to assist in your latest mad creation.
This game is definitely keeping a lot of us sane and providing social interaction we're starved for.